stress is finally taking its toll. cant wait for this to be over!! arghhh. maybe thats why i feel so exhausted.
i've decided not to go for prom le. which resulted in G not going and den ht and tw also, leaving johnson the only one standing.
i rather use the money to learn the things i want to learn den go for this prom. this time, there just doesnt seem to be the appeal and mood to go for, unlike sec school where we were all enthu about it. and considering the number of things i want to learn, i'm forgoing prom.
perhaps the lack of mood to go could be because of the class too. my class aint that united so maybe no spirit?
besides, mummy has been nagging to save money since sis's uni expenses are costing quite a great deal. and then they also have to think about me next year. i rather mum pay part of the cost for the things i want to learn. though i know not much but better then nothing!
what christopher said to was true la, i have lots of time after A's . to work, earn money and pay for what i want to learn for all i want. work is definitely will work but need to save up also ba.
i know i've been leading a good life, getting almost everything i want to, if its worth it la. but i feel this time i should at least try not to tax mummy out too much where i can help it. i understand what she's going through, but i can only say, daddy dote on us ma. mummy's quite surprised at my decision actually.
i've gotta spend less on buying junk food! (i wouldn't mind if u be a kind soul and buy some for me! hah.)
i'm definitely gonna screw phy paper tmr. help me God!!
alot of people in this world
dying with regrets and unfinished goal.
you are still living in this world,
so do not waste it and cherish it,
love your love ones even more